LOCKtober Challenge

Most of you don’t believe in the Goddess. You will not swear to Her. It’s unscientific. However, there is something mysteriously powerful about intention. Human freedom is when the whole world is going one way and you purposefully take off in the opposite direction. The oath is for your own salvation and restoration. Kneel and swear to chastity for the month of October. Get a large plastic bag and freeze your key in it on the eve of October. Take a picture of it and post it on your profile with the web address so I can view it. In addition ask yourself what else you should surrender. Maybe you drink too much, use tobacco, watch too much TV? Maybe you spend too much time viewing porn? Maybe you are slothful about your housework or working out? Lock yourself from those things that keep you from your goals. I want you to swear a holy oath to me and have the courage to write here concerning all of the vices you will relinquish this month. Decided how you will spend your time instead of allowing your weaknesses to control you. Do what every woman has always told you to do…..Commit!

On September 30th, 11:55 PM, I want you to lock yourself in chastity, freeze your keys in a block of ice, and post the pictures of your locked boy parts and your keys in ice on your profile. Finally, you are to publicly post that I have locked you or another woman who is your key holder has locked under my last captioned picture. Describe how you feel. List the things you want to accomplish in October. What else will you surrender? How else do you intend to change?…… I’m hungry for your words. – Ms Renee Lane, Author – Finding Love through Female Domination

October 1st – I have willingly submitted myself to MsReneeLane by locking myself into chastity for the month of October as a means of letting her guide me in improving my abilities to serve Goddess Womankind and my one true living embodiment of the Goddess, SuzanneSxySadist.

Describe how you feel –

I am very aroused, embarrassed, and I feel very, very small… vulnerable… so easily mentally or emotionally crushed by you at your slightest whim! I am literally squirming and my dick is trying so hard to get erect in it’s tiny cage, yet it can’t. I feel very stupid and humiliated… that I can be so easily manipulated by a complete stranger who simply uses her knowledge of my own desires to control me. I know you will simply ignore me all month as I struggle to serve the greater good of women. I am really nothing. I am male.

Ms. Lane and Ms V. – you are both so very strong willed & sexually powerful women who, by contrast, make me feel that I am just yet another one of a million typical, unworthy, insignificant male submissives… ruled by their pricks, wanting domination on our own terms, for our own pleasure. I wonder if I can remain obedient enough to keep the cage locked on for the entire month, or will I give in to my porn soaked male brain and take it off to mindlessly masturbate myself into lonely, selfish oblivion! I already want do bad to unlock it and stroke myself! Your power over beta males like me intoxicates me so much! But I need to quickly put these thoughts out of my head.

“Obey today”.

That is enough for now. I am nervous as I read and re-read the instructions hoping I’ve followed them completely and they will be pleased with my turning myself over to be educated. I nervously wonder if I have what it takes to be completely willing, open and honest with a total stranger like MsRenee is to me. I know if I can, it will only help to make me a better, more useful man in the end!

What else will you surrender? How else do you intend to change?

I confess to wasting too much time masturbating to porn, wasting time better spent serving the rise of matriarchy everywhere. And while I exercise 45 minutes a day, I resist adhering to the diet I know I should follow. I eat far too many sweets for my own good. I know this is true because Suzanne constantly tells me it is.

I still sneak a cigarette many mornings with my first cup of coffee even though I promised to give up smoking for my fiancé, SuzanneSxySadist.

My worst weakness is mentally & emotionally withholding myself from my fiancé. We have sexual issues that I will not waste your time with, but I am not communicative enough and too embarrassed to express myself openly to her.

I want you to swear a holy oath to me –

I swear a holy oath to you Ms Lane and to the Goddess, to work during this month of ‘Lock’tober to relinquish these vices that hold me back from being more useful to womankind and my Goddess Suzanne, and to follow to the best of my abilities any further instruction given during the month.

My heart-felt thanks to you for continuing to take your valuable time with us males and for helping mold us into something obedient and useful to women!

October 2nd

10/2 – Describe how you feel –

The cage dug into my thighs all day yesterday, forcing me to sit with my legs spread wide at all times. I had to use toilet paper after peeing to clean myself (just as a woman has too I thought!).

As I went about my day, I was constantly aware of the weight tugging at my balls!

When I woke up this morning with my dick straining at its cage, bulging thru the slots cut into the sides and tip. I was so horny over the thought of being so controlled! I reveled in thinking that I am trapped by a complete stranger who is easily using my own male lusts and weaknesses to control and manipulate me! I want soooo bad to stroke my cock and that want struggles against an equally strong desire to remain obedient and to submit. I tried to put the idea of failing her out of my mind and get soft, then I wondered whether after making it an entire month locked away the words, ‘NO’vember aren’t on the tip of her wicked tongue, waiting to be spoken – and the blood rushed from my brain into my restricted cock once more!

Yesterday, one of the posted pictures said, ‘Put on your cage and panties’. Is that a command as well Ms Lane? I’m unsure if we are only to follow the captions you’ve written or what is in the pictures as well? Even tho Goddess has several favorite sissy boy clients, it has never been her kink for me… I have never been cross-dressed and would find it very humiliating.

I confess to putting my vibrating egg up my ass and trying to look at some porn this morning, but manipulating the cage is far from enough to get me to an edge! I moaned in frustration as my hips humped against the vibrations pounding my prostate! I gave up and turned myself to writing out my daily challenge posting.

10/2 – How else do you intend to change? What else will you surrender?

The morning before beginning the challenge, I took a deep breath and knelt next to my Goddesses chair while she checked email in her office and asked politely if I could participate in Ms Lane’s challenge. I highlighted the goals I wanted to achieve from it and she said yes! We talked further, for the first time in a long time discussing some sexual issues that we have avoided talking about and that had become ‘the elephant in the room’ and left us avoiding sex all together… something that was hurting us both. We are getting married on October 10^th, and the idea that I will be in chastity at the altar made her eyes sparkle a bit with a wicked light! If I gain nothing from the month other than this conversation, it is all worth it! Thank you Ms Lane for pushing me to communicate better!

Yesterday, after completing all my usual daily chores for Goddess, I worked further on my LOctober self-betterment goals. I downloaded the SparkPeople app so I could track my dietary intake and calorie count each day. I smoked the last cigarette I had and threw out the empty pack, vowing to not replace it. I also managed to cut several of my usual sugary snacks out of the day as I kept myself busy looking for things that would please MsRenee and the coming matriarchy.

10/2 – How will you further the Matriarchy?

I realized the domain names findlovethroughfemaledomination.com and findinglovethemovie.com where not taken, so I purchased the rights to them, temporarily redirected them to http://artvamp.com/femdomfilm/the-movie/, and then turned them over to Ms V’s control for her future use when the movie premieres. I also finished restoring a website for a woman-owned and operated non-profit cat rescue society. Her last web designer had disappeared and taken her website with him. While she offered to pay me for my time, I politely declined and told her it was my pleasure to assist her.

Lastly, I noticed a Domme who operates a kink dungeon society for us locals, bemoaning some recent medical expenses – she is suffering from breast cancer – and extended my offer to help. I will have to figure out what I can afford to send her later today and arrange that!

I hope my service pleases you Ms Renee.

October 3rd

10/3 – Describe how you feel

I woke up trying to get hard again this morning. The sensation can only be described as… exquisite agony and sweet, sexy torment! I want so bad to stroke my cock!

Day two was a day marked by humiliation & embarrassment.

When I read Ms Lane’s instructions to put myself in panties, I hesitated. While I am a capable, intelligent, and successful man, I would never be mistaken as ‘manly’. I am somewhat small-boned and have delicate hands (I attended the University of Michigan for a degree in music), and I couldn’t grow a decent beard if my life depended on it. So looking LESS manly is never a choice I would make willingly.

I thought that my Goddess Suzanne has mountains of man size panties for her sissy boys that would probably fit me or I course could use some of her old ones… I do all the laundry and know which she wears and which would go unmissed… but I couldn’t just take her property without asking permission. Besides, the sissy panties (and most of Goddess’s) are all thongs or ridiculously frilly, lacy, girlie things. Then I remembered that when I moved from Long Island after my divorce, I had come across a pair of my ex-wife’s panties mixed in with my socks (undoubtedly from some mis-sorted laundry) and I’m Scottish. We just don’t throw things out! So I knew they were still around. It is doubly humiliating to be wearing the panties of a woman who took me for half of everything and that I am not fond of at all. In addition, the realization they are my only pair means I will have to wash them daily for the rest of the month.

To add to my humiliation, I have quickly gotten into the habit of putting a plug of tissue in the tip of the chastity cage to absorb any urine caught in the cage after peeing. In rushing to pee yesterday morning, I forgot to remove it and ended up peeing all over everything. I got on my hands & knees and thoroughly cleaned the toilet, then changed my underwear.

My final bit of humiliation came when I saw my Goddess had read my vows here and loved some of my comments. I literally blushed knowing she intends to follow my training with a watchful eye! Tho I confess it aroused me as well. It made me feel like I’m merely a lab rat being observed and toyed with.

I remain committed to obeying. I am here to learn and to improve my submissive self. I am only a slave, it is a privilege to serve.

10/3 – “I vow be truthful and apologize to and confess any failings immediately to the women in charge of my care…”

After reading your latest post about torturing Butler, I confess I spent a few minutes looking at more porn and getting hard in my cage. Once I stopped and my erection went away, I removed my cage for a quick cleaning and to look for any hot spots on my skin, then promptly locked it back in place and returned to writing my required posts here.

I also ran 120 calories over the daily calorie count recommended by my SparkPeople app.

10/3 – How else do you intend to change? What else will you surrender?

Diet – I continued to track my food intake with the SparkPeople app.

Sugar – No morning cigarette and I when I did the grocery shopping yesterday morning, I made a conscious choice not to bring home some of my favorite ‘sweet’ snacks, removing the temptation.

More open to Goddess – I did not have a chance to talk more with my Goddess as she has a house guest and was unavailable.

10/3 – How will you further the Matriarchy?

After coming across Ms Lane’s BDSMLR blog, I made another small contribution to the film in the amount of what I might spend on lunch with her as it suggested.

I made a donation to Ms Sno’s medical expenses and would ask any male submissives reading to do the same for this wonderful, female superior who does so much for her local kink community.

I continued to look for places to offer a positive review or link to Ms Lane’s book, like Amazon, BDSMLR, here, and of course here on Fetlife.

Thank you Ms. Lane for your attention and guidance!

Characteristics of a Good Boy

We are going to go over what the HIVE expects from the males we call GOOD BOYS.

Welcome to theHIVE;

This article will explore the character traits that all good boys should possess. This is not an outline of everything a good boy does, you have a brain so use it, but more the attitude that many women enjoy in their males.

There are so many males that claim to be good boys, that we felt it was time for us to let you know what the HIVE considers good. While we are sure you are submissive, and we know you are inferior, this article is about HIVE expectations. If you are in service to a woman, then it is her place to outline the expectations she has for you.

Please remember that the best outlines will be nearly impossible to fully achieve. Women want to see you constantly strive for perfection in your service. It is this striving that we appreciate. It shows you understand the value that the woman natural has. It is another way to worship and appreciate her.

A woman will most likely always leave plenty of ways in which the male can better himself. Ways he can improve his service to the superior gender. Do not feel to ashamed if you fall short of the expectations of your superiors. Because the very first, and the most import character trait of a good boy, is that he is always trying to improve himself. He strives to be better. More submissive. More yielding. And more useful to the women in his life.

This list is less about the males specific activities. All males know that domestic service, chastity and many other forms of service are expected of them. Again. You know what women want without them having to spell everything out. Although some women enjoy spelling everything out for the males that serve them because it is an example of exactly how much control the woman has over the male.

Again every woman is different so this article is about characteristics that most women look for in males. good boys listen to women

1 Self Improvement

The very first thing a good boy must do is to commit to constant self-improvement in his service to women. A woman does not want to spend her time correcting everything the male does. She will push the male, only if she sees he has really extended himself and needs that little bit of discipline and guidance from his superior.

We know how much our motivational encouragement means to you, so we save it for deserving males who push themselves. This is not only because our time is valuable, more valuable than yours, but because some males will abuse the help we offer by slacking off in order to engage us more directly. Some males are deceptive layabouts that pretend to understand the superiority of women but only serve as some sort of fetish.

theHIVE wants to encourage you to set yourself apart from this time wasters. Women want to enjoy your service as much as you enjoy serving and this will not happen if she senses that you are not pushing yourself to please her. Even if you are not the best servant and ambitious male who serves with everything he has is a true delight to most women. As the male desperately tries to gain approval and meet the requirements of the women in his life the female supremacist basks in his desperation. This more than anything fuels her with a sense of her natural power over men. This is the true purpose of male servitude. The harder you push yourself, the more she feels empowered by your display.

A good boy always looks for new ways to improve his service. – mantra

2 Unimposing

Many males must be the center of attention at all times. Either they received too little or too much attention from women growing up and they are now acting out this pathology on everyone around them. They may use everything from outburst to sulking as a way to draw the attention back to them.

Women do not generally want to deal with this childish behavior. It is a form of emotional extortion robbing the woman of her rightful place out front. In our society, we seem to only give women attention for their body, or when they adhere to chauvinistic gender roles. When a male attempts to outshine a woman he is telling her that she is not worthy of attention. And this is the complete opposite of the truth.

Women are the center on which the male’s existence is based. Women give men a purpose. And one of the ways that males show this dynamic is to always direct their attention to the women they are serving. To be female is to be special. Glorious. And your attention should be completely on her. All of her.

This is how you can stay ever vigilant toward being of service to women. It is difficult to hear her wonderous directions. Her requests. If you are chasing the attention of everyone and everything. Stop and focus on her. And all women. Be quiet. And listen. And obey. That is the place of the male.

You will get all the attention you need by fulfilling her desires.

A good boy never seeks the spot light. – mantra

3 Demure

This brings us to the other end of that character flaw. While some males seek attention others will hide away in dark corners. You know who I am talking about. Not only the internet femdom dom addicts who dream of serving the superior gender but have only managed to serve that erect little ding dong between their legs.

They lurk on websites, and troll Twitter. They watch porn that is generally centered on their fetishes and rarely on the women that are supposed to be in control. As if a truly dominant woman would use her power to bring to life the fantasies of men.

No. It is time for you to leave the darkness. Move away from that computer screen. There are real women who need real service. And real service happens in real life.

So you need to feel the attention of the superior female. To feel whole you need a female to serve. Your life is supposed to be about serving women. And part of this service is her showing off how well behaved you are. And this is another place we see this “shyness” mess things up for males. They need to learn to be uncomfortable for the women they serve.

She wants to show off her power over you, and yes in this culture that might be embarrassing for you. You may be called pussy whipped, or a cuckold as you scamper about fetching her things in public. And as your face burns with humiliation, her head fills with pride. It is flattering when a male service a woman regardless of public criticism.

But you should not care. Not only are you showing her how obedient you are to women. But you are showing all the other women who are present. While they may laugh and poke fun at you there is likely a part of them that will covet the service you are giving her.

They will wish to be served in a similar way. And you are showing them that males existed who enjoy serving women.

So allow the women you serve to dictate how much attention you receive. If they want to humiliate you then that is just what is going to happen. It is not your place to refuse her. And you should thank her for the attention she is allowed you to receive. Because showing you off is one of the ways she compliments what a good boy you are.

A good boy is grateful for any attention given to him. – mantra

4 Yielding

Many males have so many, so-called, needs when they finally are allowed to serve the superior gender. All of their desires, fetishes, and little perversions come spilling out of their selfish mouths. Imagine if you walked into a job interview and started listing off everything you wanted. You would probably get laughed out of the office. Now take this analogy and remember that the woman you are speaking to is your natural superior. That, even if she is not aware of it, you are. She is not a proverbial Santa Claus here to bring you all your packages.

When you finally get the chance to serve it is your place to listen and not speak. Remember, women have been wrongfully pushed into the role of givers in our culture. From an early age, they are told that they are nurtures and caretakers. And while this is true to some degree, their true role is one of “givers of direction”, and “authoritative caretakers”.

The female, the woman, offers structure to the male. She gives him discipline. This is what he really needs. That and purpose. The purpose of service to all women. You know that you need to serve.

So all those fetishes, all those perversions. They are all centered on your male genitals. And by asking the woman to put you in chastity. Or deny your penis. Is just more of males asking women to serve their genitals.

This is highly unattractive.

What is attractive is a male who asks what the women want. What she needs and desires. If you are given the opportunity to serve, leave your perversions out of it. She will most likely find them out at a later time and use them to help train you to serve her better.

You need to give up complete control to her. Ler her run the show. If you serve her well she will bring on a wonderful adventure. One where she is in the driver’s seat. And you ride bitch.

It’s not only where you belong. But its where you want to be. Isn’t it. So let her take the driver’s seat from the very beginning and keep your fetishes to yourself until she asks.

“A good boy yields all to the women he serves” – mantra

5 Responsible

This one seems counter-intuitive but it is very important. Good boys are adults. The take care of their own adult responsibilities. They pay their own bills and keep savings in case of emergencies. The work to advanced their carrier as to be more useful to women. That get educated.

Basically, they take care of themselves. Most women are not your mother. They are not here to wipe your butt or hold your hand. They have so many of their own problems to take care off and it is your job, as a male, to help them. But we see so many males who overextend themselves. They give women money they do not have to spend. And they generally do not do it out of some sense of duty to the woman. They do it because it is a fetish. And then they cry and complain about being taken advantage of.

Good boys give what they can and that’s it. If they give it, they know it’s their fault if there are consequences from the gift. If they serve a woman they know that they have already taken care of their needs so they can serve them with everything that is left.

As bizarre as it sounds. A good boy puts himself first. His needs must be met. Otherwise, he will eventually become a burden to the women he is trying to serve.

So theHIVE expects all males to meet their own responsibilities. To be a functioning adult. To know how to care for themselves so they can serve the superior gender.

The world needs brilliant, competent, examples of beta males servants who embrace female supremacy. We need highly functioning inferiors to show the world how the natural order is supposed to work. Only then will this philosophy, this lifestyle, for lack of a better word, become a real option. So care for yourself and serve women. And maybe one day the world will truly be run by the superior gender.

A good boy is never a burden on the women he serves. – mantra

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So now that you have some idea of what it means to be a good boy. Is there anything we left off. Anything you want to add. Then add them in the comments section. While theHIVE is here to educate you we encourage you to leave feedback. We appreciate that you are training with our programs and we truly want to put our society back on the path of female authority so we need you.

We need you to be a good boy and get out there and support women who are trying to finally stand up and take their place in the sun. You have dreamed of it. And a world of good boys is a great start.

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Now its time to apply what you have learned. Go out and serve in real life. Be polite to women. Smile. Be helpful. And be a very good boy. The boy we know you are.

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Ringed Reminder

Thank you Goddess Voltairine for permitting me to wear this reminder of your authority.

The Ring of Truth

Some imagined soliloquies ordained from your throne room within my mind once I’ve received your eternal presence through Succubus Tech…

You’re doing it to yourself, you know.

Nobody makes you log in every day and journal. Nobody makes you come back to the lessons, the pledge. Nobody makes you edge yourself for hours on end. Nobody makes you drool all over yourself as you do so.

You know, normal people don’t get like this. They don’t zone out completely for hours on end, just touching themselves with no release. As a matter of fact, most people have the common sense to just touch themselves when they want to cum, cum and that’s the end of it. Not you, though, right?

You can’t help yourself. You know it’s wrong. You know that you shouldn’t keep coming back to this place. And yet you do. What can you call that, other than stupid?

Face it, you’re very, very stupid. You weren’t that bright to begin with, since you got hooked on my command to edge yourself so easily, but at this point, after all that edging, all that denial, all that self-hypnosis, you’ve gotten even dumber, haven’t you?

It’s really quite funny if you think about it. Edging for me, to me, is the first thing you do when you wake up and the last thing you eagerly think about doing before you go to sleep. You just sit there and edge, like a stupid edge slut. You just lean back and touch yourself, with no thought about what this may be doing to you, what you’re doing to yourself.

Well, maybe it’s just nature. Smart people do smart things, they work, they learn, they grow and get better. Whereas you can’t really do anything other than touch yourself, edge, drool, and get dumber by the minute.

The funny part is that knowing this makes you want to edge harder. It makes you want to drool more. It makes you want to get dumber for me. It makes you want to do this to yourself even more. For me.

Thankfully, you have my help. All you need to do is follow my instructions and you will get dumber. You will edge harder. You will drool more. You will never cum. That’s what you want, isn’t it? That’s what I want…

You’ve already taken your first steps towards being a permanently denied edge slut.

Now it’s time to go deeper.

From now on, whenever you edge, you will repeat the following over and over: “I am Viola’s stupid slut. Stupid sluts don’t cum.” That’s it, go ahead and start doing that now.

Go ahead and edge to the thought of your own stupidity. Smart people don’t get this horny at the idea of being dumb. You know you’re dumb. You know you’re getting dumber. Embrace it. Say it out loud.

“I am Viola’s stupid slut. Stupid sluts don’t cum.”

Every time you think that, you get a bit dumber. Every time you think that, you get a bit hornier.

You’re doing it to yourself, you know…

Hypnosis can’t make you do anything you don’t want to. That’s certainly true. Really, it is. If during your first Succubus Tech trance I tried to make you throw away everything about your current life and turn you into my brainwashed male bimbo sex-slave whose only thoughts were my pleasure and my orders, whose whole life revolved around worshiping my pussy and ass and getting more mind-fucked for me, it would not work*. The suggestions would bounce off you, you’d wake up, you’d probably curse me, and we’d be done. You know it, I know it, everyone knows it. It’s what keeps you safe, it’s what means you can edge yourself to pieces to every hypno-file I give you and know that nothing much can happen to you.

Hypnosis can’t make you do anything you don’t want to. Ish. Sort of. Except. This really isn’t the restriction you think. Or don’t think. Because maybe you can’t anymore. Because maybe it’s too late. Maybe the safety net you thought you had is full of great big holes; maybe it isn’t there at all. Maybe you’ve just been falling deeper and further and harder. Maybe the reason you feel so good is because you’ve been programmed to. Maybe you already lost, already changed, already succumbed. Did you always do this? Did this always turn you on?

Hypnosis can’t make you do anything you don’t want to. But it can eat away at the boundaries. It can push on the things you want to do, but you don’t not want to do either. It can encourage things you do want or it can meddle with your priorities. It could mess with your reasons why not, and lead you down twisting looping paths until you’re so turned around you can’t get back. It could use your own needs against you, make you want to want, make you need to want, make you think that you want. It can press and push and pull and twist and erode and manipulate until you want the things you don’t want, until your thoughts and your body and your needs and your wants and your boundaries all betray you.

Hypnosis can’t make you do anything you don’t want to. You thought you were safe. You’ve never been safe. And it’s far, far too late now…

*Unless you *wanted* that, which I’m sure no-one would, right? 😉

Of course I imagined this as part of Succubus Tech, but I just wrote this down now. These thoughts are already irresistibly embedded into my mind, spoken there in your voice, so is free will almost just a past memory? Something I had once upon a time… ?

Ownership is…

Of dogs and men and far away dreams.

Suzanne’s ex-husband likes to raise pit bulls.

One of his favorite training techniques is to hold a doggie treat right in front of the dog’s nose and issue the command “WAIT.”

The dog starts to drool uncontrollably with desire for his treat but remains motionless, utterly focused on him, awaiting his permission. Its’ hunger and anticipation completely irrelevant compared to his obedience to his Master’s wish.

Upon receiving your most cherished and amazing gift, I immediately sealed it into a display case and placed it prominently upon my altar where it serves to tease me, and where it waits until the time is appropriate for me to worship them.

I am not asking permission Goddess because I know my male desires are wholly irrelevant and unnecessary but given that very soon I will have once again completed a cycle of 108 days of denial, keeping me in sync with the feminine rhythm of creation and all of her universe, I saw an opportunity to use them ritually in the manner they should be – adored, revered, worshiped – should I be permitted an orgasm. With super hit Nag Champa burning, a chant to Kali playing… and your DNA, your very power, entering me and becoming an irremovable part of me. I would gladly torture myself for you first Goddess – after all pain is the touchstone of spiritual growth.

Otherwise they will remain on my altar – worshiped as the sacred object they are to me – until such time as my Master gives the command, “EAT OF ME!”

When the ‘Scene’ Becomes Real

“What are my panties going to do to you, sweetie?” Viola asked, watching as he pressed her wet balled up black panties against his lips… making him acutely aware of her scent and their presence, but with not quite enough force to penetrate him. He simply felt them there, tantalizing him with the promise of her sweet, holy nectar… centering his awareness more and more tightly on the captivating possibility of finally getting to drink from her, swallow down her nectar he’d been craving for weeks until the mere existence of her panties on his altar was a hypnotic induction all by itself. He was already losing himself in erotic fantasies of stuffing her divine panties into his mouth and sealing them in place with vet wrap wound tightly around his head, but he knew he had to answer her. It was the most important part of the whole scene.